we got so frustrated yesterday trying to look for a kebaya sunda to rent for my wedding. either the shop is trying real hard to hide from customers or.. they don't have anythign nice.. or.. they were wayyyyy to expensive to rent. u know, over here.. trying to find a place with just an address is like going on a treasure hunt ok! alamat diorang parah la… sumore sometimes the nombor rumah or kedai tak berturut.. it could be.. 1, 4, 10, 3, 7.. APER TUH????
ok.. nevermind.. so we saw a few and decided.. better we just make la.. it gonna cost abit more than our budget.. but at least we get to keep it. so we went to buy the material semalam. we bought his last 2 weeks.. light copper brown. so i bought dark brown yesterday. very beautiful. he loved it the moment he laid eyes on them. now we need to find a good tailor to sew me a beautiful kebaya. have to call her wen i get back from KL.
which reminds me.. i am not even sure if i am gonna be in jakarta for long. my boss, kevin told me, he wants me to come back to KL for good.. cos they need me to service tv9 and also do marketing for the group. alamak.. so i had to tell him, i am getting married to renan. he was shocked and he hasn't responded much after that. i guess he will talk to me about this wen i get back to KL
the thing is, they put me here.. expect me to live here alone for a long time. then tell me i will be coming home wen the new kolig joins. then tak jadi. i have to stay for another year. then wen i plan my life..they tell me i gotta go home? that the hell la.. geram i.. so renan and i spoke about this. and we realised, its abit too soon for him to find a job in KL. he has no leads yet and we wouldn't want him going there and take any job he could get. so we decided, if they really want me to be in KL, fine. i will resign. 2 months notice, no problem. me in KL, renan here. but we will see each other as often as we can. then, after that 2 months, i will come back here, and get a partime or freelance job, so i will not be bonded to a company. and during all this he will try his best to find a great job in KL so i can come back home with him.
what did the company expect me to do? move back to KL, then after i get married in august, then wat? let me live away from my husband? no thanks! they should know better. so i leave it to them. either they want me to stay here and take care of business her, or bring me back to KL and i will resign by end of this month. whatever it is, we have plans for either way. wish us luck!
