i met joe earlier for lunch. i didn't plan to have lunch wif him. but he was coming over to mont kiara to pass me my mails. and he wanted me to sign some stuff. i felt so nervous about meeting him. i wanted to go over to the house to pick up my mail myself while he was not home. but i lost the housekeys, then i called the housemates but they were in the states. so… i had no choice to call HIM. then he said he will come by today to pass me the stuff.
met him downstairs.. signed the papers.. and passed me my mails. then he asked wanna go for a drink. i said actually i wanna buy my lunch.. so makan je la.. we went to mcdonald's. he asked me how was i, how is work.. and how is jkt.. i said everything is very very good! and i never once asked him about how he is doing.. how is work.. nothing. he started talking about wats going on and i never asked anything. i just listened. and he was looking at me. and i asked why.. he said nothing.. and he seemed so pitiful. too bad la.. he had his chance and he blew it. anyway, he will never make me as happy as renan makes me. not even close.
